Don't ask me why but I just had the sudden urge to blog about families. Maybe because Mummy's birthday is just a day away.

I don't know how to sentence it, but I just love my families to the extreme max. Of cause, there were ups and downs. Frankly speaking, sometimes I did asked myself "Why I am born into this family?". The word "this" doesn't refer to any materialistic thing but am referring to the characteristics of my parents. I never once grumble why I'm not rich because I knew that money doesn't come by that easily.

I don't mean that they are not good, just im-perfect. Imperfect in the way that they're super nagging. I remember when I was still in my thirteen or fourteen, I had to reached home before 8pm whenever I hang out with my friends. And because of this, sometimes I always quarrel with my mother about "Why other people are able to reach home at the time they like"? Luckily, all this quarreling always didn't last long.

My mother is the sort of super naggy and her favourite is to compare her child with all those clevers want. She DEFINITELY would not compare us with those that are worst than us. When I was young, I often quarrel with her for all this nonsense, I shout back, I ignore her, worst still, I even scold her all the vulgarities deep in my heart. Not out loud, but deep down in my heart. But that always lasted for a day. I often forgot all about it the next day I woke up.

I remember once when I got home with my chinese exams paper scoring only 68, my mother immediately took out the one that we use to brush the toilet bowl and beat me hard on my hand and leg. That day was a disastor to me, the scar left on my hand and leg is very very obvious and I cried like hell on that day. That incident happen when I was in my primary.

And that was not the only incident that happen during my primary. I remembered once my mother throw all my books and my school bags out of the house because I never study and my results score so badly. Oh my, I hate studying!

I don't hate her, seriously. I'm the sort of person who forget those thing when I woke up the next day. I know all the above doesn't sounds like I love her. Haha. But I seriously don't hate her. I admit that sometimes I wish her could die when I was young. Thats a duper silly thing to even think of it.

Now as I grew older day by day, year by year. I started to know how to think. I started to love my families even more, I started to know what she mean by saying studying is for your own good, I started to know why she would scold and beat me when I scored real bad for my exams, I started to know why she would nag and nag non stop, I started to know all her pain.

Whenever I see my younger brother who is only at his fifteen this year, still not knowing how to think, always talk back at mother and speak in a very rude manner. I always scold him back, I scold things like "Talk don't know how to talk properly is it?" or "Talk in such a rude manner again and you'll see what I do". I always threaten him and say things like "say again and you see I would slap you or not". HAHA.

I know I look and speak different at home and in the public. LOL. Seriously now, I always bring my families around to places newly build up. For example like vivo city and places like orchard. Those are the places they see in television only but not in real life.

I always love to share new foods and new places to my families especially my mother. I am the one who is always treating my families dinner. Whenever we go out and eat at places like swensens, sakae sushi or whatever, I'm always the one paying the bill. I always feel that now I'm grown up in my age of 19, I should be the one paying the bill for them because its now my turn to take care of them. Not only bill, but I always spend my pay buying clothes and stuffs for my families.

My love for them is really undescribable. Sometimes when I'm on MRT alone and thought of my parents suddenly gone just like that, tears immediately wet my eyes. No joke, but I really did cry.

I cannot imagine how am I gonna survive if they were not around. I would definitely cry like hell and then suffer from depression? Haha, I don't know what would happen.

My aim is to save up enough money and then bring my parents out for a holidays. Especially my mother, never been to any other country except for malaysia and hongkong.

If my grandmother didn't strike 4D, our families don't even have the chance to fly to hongkong for a holiday. Thanks Granny!

FAMILY = FATHER AND MOTHER I LOVE YOU

Very true indeed :))

Days pass by like speed of lightning especially when I'm working in a fast paced enviornment. One minute I'm still recap-ing on 2009 with my Nokia colleague, the next minute it's already 2010. How time fly isint it?

When I'm in secondary school, I always told myself I wanna grow up quickly. I wanna be 21 years old, I want to get out of the school. At that point of time, I feel that time is passing by so slow. So slow that time is always more than enough for me.

When I step into the age of 17, I started to feel the other way round. Time is never enough for me, not even enough for me to finish my work within a day.

Thats life I guess.

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I'm getting so stress at work. The stress is growing in me, increasing as March is approaching. Oh god, I don't know how am I gonna survive this 2 months.

I've been working till 8pm everyday since the start of January. Luckily, boss went on a business trip and I'll get to relax a little bit more.

I guess my phone bills will cost me a bomb this month. Boss went overseas, but kept on calling and sms me and I have to reply his sms. Imagine how much does it cost per sms from Singapore to Iran and Iran to Singapore? Hell.

Long weekends ahead. Am on annual leave from 14 to 17. Woots. Luckily, that saturday is not my working day. Have 2 annual leave being carried forward from last year.

Yes, I must make good use of those 4 days. Because when I'm back, its gonna be hell for sure.

Curry for dinner tonight :)))

Off for dinner~

This yet another post suppose to be done a week ago,

On the Eve of Christmas which is on the 24th, work's only half day. Thats the joy of working in a office especially in "my kind of office'. Haha

Anyway, I had meet & greet to do that day on Corpthorne Waterfront hotel. Headed straight home after the meet & greet, got myself prepare and off to meet the fellow colleagues for a small party at "Mummy's" place.

Suppose to meet 7pm at Pasir Ris but everyone was late. Worst, none of us here knew the way to her house. The only person who knew were uber late, so we decided to go ourselves without her. Manage to find the place and lady boss house was big, very spacious and very nice though.

Stomachache was already there before heading to lady boss house. I told myself I cannot eat those heaty food already but I still couldn't resist those very tempting food on the table. LOL. There is turkey, lamb, pork, salad, potatoes and all those christmas foods you could think of was at the table. How can you resist?

Opps, sorry. No pictures of all the turkey and lambs. Finished the food and all of us started Cam-whoring. Ok not all, just the three of us - me, alicia and wei khim.

They were trying to create a scene like as if me and alicia trying to rescue wei khim from jumping off the building. LOL, above is the best result we've got.

Ignore blur picture please, I dont know who took that.

Lastly, not to forget exchanging of gift which all of us have been waiting for. How can christmas still call a christmas without exchanging of present?

Crazy night though. Everything ended quite early, around 9 if i'm not wrong. Lady boss booked a pub for everyone but none of us wanted to go.

Headed back tampines and meet up with Sr and co. I fall sick immediately when I reach Tamp, high fever. Wanted to walk around but just doesn't have the strength to walk so left home early instead. Sr and diana got me a cab. You know, its hard to get a cab on a pubic holiday especially when its a Christmas Eve. We fought with a bunch of guys and eventually we manage to got a cab first before them when they are standing in front of us! LOL, thrilling but am not in the mood that day.

There goes my Christmas eve, what do you guys think?

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Christmas was even worst. I was damn sick on that day. Stomach flu, I've got diarrhoea the whole day! I rush into the toilet almost every 1 hour! Gosh, my stomach is empty but I dont know why the hell I kept on running to the toilet.

Got no appetite for the whole of day. And my week end was soak with loads and loads of medicine. Suppose to have meet & greet that weekend but took MC. I just slept throughout my weekends.

I don't perspire. And thats the reason why I always get 1 whole week to recover from my illness while others only took them 3 days to be fully recovered.

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Monday wasn't any better. Lady boss saw my very pale face so she gave me a half day leave to go home & have a rest. And so I did.

Tuesday wasn't good as well. Headache plus spinning head the for 1 whole bloody day! The feeling was unbearable, you'll never know. I went to the toilet to cry, I dont know why. But because I was feeling super terrible and there was nothing I can do so I just cry and I didn't want to alert anybody.

Speed home that day. Reach home at around 745pm, quickly bath and wanted to go to bed immediately. As I told myself that when I woke up, everything's gonna gone.

But before I sleep, Still got that Headache + Spinning Head. I sat down the bed crying out loud, like totally. And I cry and cry myself to bed that day.

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Thats how I spend my last few days of 2009. Luckily, I'm ok now.

Right. Still got exactly 2 more hours to 2010!

How are you gonna spend your New Year eve? Me? Just another plainly day to spend at home counting down with the television. What a day!

Lets hope that 2010 is a better year ahead.

So tell me now, what's your 2010 New Year Resolution?

Sinful foods to start the ball rolling. All the above taste fab, not to mention that well known U.S fries from Swensens. I bet everyone tried that before each visit to swensens.

Anyway, that night was 20th of december.

Met up with diana first. My father drove us there, to sr house I mean. In collaboration of advanced christmas and shevone's birthday celebrations.

Cute cards given by Apple Toh accompanied with a small calender. And of cos, not forgetting exchanging of gifts.

We had a really hard time exchanging these gifts as there's always some people keep on taking their own names (Including me). So we have to kept on repeating and repeating the draw lot thingy until we all got tired of it. Then I forgot who suggested this, .......

Haha, I know its very lame about this oya-bei-ya-som thing but we finally got all our presents.

We played "Zhong Ji Mi Ma" and couldn't think of any forfeit to do if we lost. So we decided to just tie that loser person hair to a very funny state. Not a very harsh punishment but its definitely the most funny want.

We can never stop laughing upon seeing each other most stupid and silly hairstyle.

Orders been sent by them that we're NOT allow to post any of that stupid photo and so, only a pic of mine. LOL

LOL! Just for laugh :)))))

These two lucky which WE demand to let them lose! Yes, and we finally did made it.

Everything ended at around 10pm because everyone got work the next day. Crazy on sunday then comes to blue on monday. What a big twist.

My weekend is always so rapidly fast! Next sunday is the only day I get to rest because I've been going out the whole of december. Not to mention Monday to Friday is only for work.

Brownie bake by Amanda. Very nice!

Lastly, Happy Birthday Shevone Yap on 21st December!

P.s/ I'm blogging in my office now!

Signing off, SY